This is gonna be a short and sweet post because
a) I have a stupid amount of work to do
b) I have a stupid amount of work to do
c) OMG why am I still typing when I have so much work to do??!!!
Stress levels were HIGH yesterday (they're not exactly low now but, what ya gonna do?!)
Emotionally difficult weekend followed by lots of mini stresses which grew into bigger stresses until I realised I'd bitten 2 fingernails so much they were bleeding...
Emotionally difficult weekend followed by lots of mini stresses which grew into bigger stresses until I realised I'd bitten 2 fingernails so much they were bleeding...
On the bus back from work Abra 'Needsumbody' came up on YouTube shuffle & I needed to go home and try it. I was worried it would be awful because I wasn't in a great headspace and I love the track and I didn't want to do a bad job and spiral into a pit of sadness (I think we can assume I was feeling a little anxious generally) But I went home and did it! Didn't do ANYTHING I was meant to do but also didn't have a panic attack sooooooooo we'll be calling that a draw life 
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It's not perfect, but neither am I! It's ridiculous to think I can be the best, strongest version of myself everyday and I'm trying to remind myself of that and trying to embrace moments of vulnerability, to turn them into something positive. Hope everyone out there in cybers is alright - here's the experimental end product if you fancy a listen xx
